Change. It's scary and exhilarating at the same time.
For so long now, I have had big dreams, big goals, big ideas, and will start but then...... then I stand still. Instead of moving forward, I stand still and nothing really gets accomplished. Perhaps it's part depression, but I think it's mostly fear. Fear of change. Fear - wow. That probably deserves a whole post of it's own, so I'll move on for now. :)
There are so many things that I need to change - that I want to change. Most importantly right now - I need to change my weight and my health. I need to change my relationship with food and introduce myself to exercise. I've been doing the soul work required to change my unhealthy eating habits, but I
I need to go through some of my papers, magazines, notebooks and consolidate and/or get rid of stuff that I just don't need. I like to be organized but the last few months, my piles have gotten away from me. Not to the hoarding level, but definitely not to my liking.
|My Freida likes to help me go through my papers! :)|
|I once had a grand idea to use scrabble tiles for some craft....|
of course never used them. Off to ebay they go.
And as luck would have it, tonight is trash night and I was able to get out four bags of "stuff", ready for the trash truck to take away. It's a start folks! :)
|Who would think that a picture of trash would make me so happy?|
This picture symbolizes the beginning of change.
|Suzanne and her ears = LOVE|
Until next time, friends,